Hihi ppl today was boring woke up den when tuition after eating breakfast. After tuition came back use com finally talked to joanne i tot she didnt care about me anymore :( and nw still using com. Later going ion orchard and me and joanne see if we can meet each other hahas. Kks gtg bye.


ps: I just wished to be by your side when you need me is that too much? T.T

Hihi today went back to school get report book. It was dam slow dunno wat ms neo doing -.- after waiting for like 1 hr den finally my turn. After that went com lab do the subject combinations den went down again cos they say ms neo giving us something. Asked ms neo bout science den she say chem easier den bio -.- i was like wtf lah nvr tell me earlier. I scared sia like alot ppl want go 3e3 next year so i put 3e2 second choice so hope i can go in bah. Joanne went 3e1 gd for her cos she got top few so hope she can cope wif her studies. I keep asking ppl got extra streaming form or not cos i dam worried den lucky just nw joseph tell me oso alot ppl going 3e2 so i at least not so worried but i dun think can go 3e3 lah :( i oso not so smart so dam hard for me i just want get A math can liao. After school went wenjie's hse played soccer den after that bused hm. On the way kept thinking bout something haizz everytime i think bout it i will dam heartbroken want T.T btw just change my blog song find this song meaningful starting of the song not so ns but i like the chorus kks nvm gonna end here bye.



Ps: Do you still love me? I guess not since nw you have him. I just miss the happy times we spent together. I miss your voice miss talking to you. Everytime i think of how i lost you so fast i just feel heartbroken T.T i just wish you would just tell me that you truly love me once more. Whatever i do nw nth's gonna change. I just wanted you to be happy and always smiling i really miss you T.T

Hihi today was a boring school day -.- morning had morning assembly den went to class for math trail den after that went to library for enrichment program. After that had recess den went back to class for spring cleaning. Went to performance theatre for briefing on the subjects offered next year. Den after that i stayed back for some shit cos im going to be councillor and it sucks. Got another briefing and holidays need go back school for some leadership training waste time nia. That ms tan tok some shit to us say the school contirbuted to us and nw its time to repay them wat shit and stuffs. I failed my dam science and they want me contribute to them -.- nvm i just be lah and see wat happen. Hahas waichun and dou dun belief i can be councillor its like i dun even wan de lah. After school dou and waichun came my house played den they went hm. I just realised actually my overall score wasnt 54 but its actually 59.5 okay i noe it sucks -.- but at least its not 54. Tonight gonna discussed subject combinations most prob going 3e3 bah and hope i can go in kks shall end here bye.

Hihi just came back from wenjie's hse. Went to school as usual had youth olympic program played soccer and it sucks den went for recess and den went back dance room had some programs den went av theatre for streaming briefing. Dunno which class to chose sia. Most prob going 3e3 cos joanne say bio easier den chem. Got back our overall results den went wenjie's hse play and den bused hm.



If you're happy wif him den so be it no one can change your opinion towards him i just want you to be happy whether it be wif me or without me. Maybe its time to let go but i noe i cant bye D;

Hihi today was kinda a little fun and boring. Went to school as usual after morning assembly went to ava room got 1 briefing for around like 1 hour. After that took a coach to the marina barrage. We were the only class cos the other classes went to the wrong place. Slacked around there for 1 hour den bused to marina pier den waited for like 1 hour for the boat ride. Sat outside wif wc and tok dam freaking hot sia. After that we share boat wif 2e2 and 2e3 and sat off for the journey. Hahas we go take the VIP sit. Actually its just got tv thats all but cannot on -.- lol. After awhile the person keep talking but no one listening keep looking left and ride. Went out after that. I went to the side but i so suay kena seawater den half of my shirt wet le. The journey was like i think 2 hours. Quite fun but yet boring. The breeze dam ns. After that bused back to school den wc came my house played awhile den he went hm le.

No Promises
Hey baby, when we are together
Doing things that we love
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven
Feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl
I just need you to know, girl

I don't wanna run away
Baby, you're the one I need tonight
No promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight
I just wanna die in your arms here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together
Doing things that we love
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven
Feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl
I just need you to know, girl

I don't wanna run away
Baby, you're the one I need tonight
No promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight
I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away
I want to stay forever through time and time
No promises

I don't wanna run away
I don't wanna be alone
No promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight
Now and forever, my love
No promises

I don't wanna run away
Baby, you're the one I need tonight
No promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight
I just wanna die in your arms here tonight

I don't wanna run away
Baby, you're the one I need tonight
No promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight
I just wanna die in your arms here tonight

This song goes to someone who was once the most important person in my life.

Nw you're starting to love him le gd for you bah. The only thing i want is for you to be happy. Whether it be wif me or without me. I just want you to be happy. Nw i can only love you in silence D;

You said you have no feelings for him but actually you do but you just dunno it. Even nw i think you dun even noe it yourself who you really love right. Last time you said you needed me and wanted me to spend more time wif you but nw i dun think you need me nw since you have him. If you ever need me i promise you i will be there for you kay bye T.T

Love him and hate me for all you want. We started off well but because of 1 thing it lead to this. I nvr ever doubted your love but sometimes i really dun understand you. Sometimes you're playing and sometimes you're not. I tired understanding you but someone always got there 1st. Nvm bout that maybe it really is over this time i just want to let you noe that i've always love you one and only and no one else and i will keep my promise i made to you. I dun blame you for anything its your happiness if you find that he can bring you that i dun mind sacrificing bye D;

Hihi today got back all my results and it sucks.
math 55/100
english 82/140
chinese 89/140
dnt 28/50
art 58/100
lit 35/50
geo 45/80
science 44.5/100 (fail)
hist 60/100
All suck lah so dun ask so much. Science fail dunno next year can take wat sub combination. After school went lan played for 2 hours den went wenjie's hse played soccer den bused hm.

JESSE MCCARTNEY - Told You So lyrics

Heeyy.
Ohh oh oh.
Ohh no oh no.
Whooaa oh no
Oh no ohh.
Ohh oh oh
Ohh.

Looking at you now I can tell
That you in your new relationship ain't going well.
There's no reason your name should come up on my cell.
Unless your unhappy, but that shouldn't be the case.
Cause you said, said he was the one baby yes you said,
Said you were in love, cause...

When you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Coming back remember that, but I never agreed.
I hate to say it but I told you so,
Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable.
Cause he don't do it like me,
Or else you wouldn't be
Running back to the past
It was you that left me

I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you run you're comin for me late at night.
But right now you ain't got me.
Tell me where you're gonna be,
Cause I can't take you back,
No, my heart won't let me.

Girl, you know he can't touch like I do,
I don't see you trippin or flippin over his moves.
It don't take a genius to see he ain't that dude.
But you let him back,
You don't know what you was on when you said,
Said he was the one, baby yes you said,
Said you were in love, cause...

When you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Coming back remember that, but I never agreed.

I hate to say it but I told you so,
Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable.
Cause he don't do it like me,
Or else you wouldn't be
Running back to the past
It was you that left me

I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you run you're comin for me late at night.
But right now you ain't got me.
Tell me where you're gonna be,
Cause I can't take you back,
No, my heart won't let me.

If there are hard times it seems,
But you ain't gettin no sympathy,
No baby not from me,
Cause I told you you should never leave.
See you chose this road
So you gotta go it alone
Remember I told you so.

I hate to say it but I told you so,
Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable.
Cause he don't do it like me,
Or else you wouldn't be
Running back to the past
It was you that left me

I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you run you're comin for me late at night.
But right now you ain't got me.
Tell me where you're gonna be,
Cause I can't take you back,
No, my heart won't let me.

Can't take you back, noo.

Ohhhh

Btw i find this song kinda like wat im going true in my life hahas.

Ps: I just got shot dead by love in a love battle. Dun avoid me can T.T

Hihi everyone sorry for not posting for the past few days. Tuesday was dam fun. Went lan wif dou and wc at around 11? Played for 2 hours den bused to downtown wild wild wet. Bought tickets went in and change. The locker was dam freaking ex shared wif wc 2 dollars for 1 freaking locker sia. Dou bought his own den went into the pool. Swam and den go the slide and some stuffs. Hahas got 1 time me and dou wan climb up the slide den i almost reach le den but den i suddenly slipped and fall den wc behind me oso fall fuck sia my face hit the slide dam pain lah. Halfway dou said he was hungry so went to locker took wallet on the way saw zahid,aimaan,arif,syafiq and syed amir. Played wif them den after awhile went hm. Wed wanted to go out but nobody wan so stayed at hm. Around 4 plus joanne online den talked to her and make her angry and it was all over. After that had tuition and after that went hm and sleep. Kks today was shit -.- got back results some were okay but for my science hope i can pass overall. After school went dou hse eat 1st. His sis at hm played com awhile den lex, dou sis boyf came. Den we went billard room played. Den went karaoke room played taopok. Hahas dam fun but dam tired after that went hm le.




ps: There's nth i can do me and him we were totally different and he was there when you needed him. I can understand why you chose him it was all my fault so i can only wish you all the best and last long wif him bah. You are nw his but i will always be yours T.T

Today woke up used com dad was at hm but didnt make a difference cos exmas are over (: used com till like 12 plus den went out bought lunch and back using the com again kinda boing tmr maybe going out wif douglas and waichun hahas. Hope dun rain tmr plsss. Today didnt really tok much to her a few sentence and she went out i think....nvm dunno she got bf or not cos if she have she will spend more time wif him le nvm lah really dunno wat to do bye.

Hi ppl sorry for not blogging for the past few days cos went out wif frens as exams were over. Its like total freedom when exams are over hahas so cool man. Kks lets start from thursday. Had science exam and its was like freaking hard. Hope can pass hahas. After school went to wenjie's hse. Played soccer awhile den went up his hse den played ps2 and com den went buy lunch. After buying went up eat den play again after awhile his father came back wif his frens they play mahjong while we played com den went down played soccer again and den bused hm. Friday had post exam activities and it was boring didnt listen much after that went douglas hse there the clubhouse decide where to go. So decided to watch movie so waichun went hm change i wait for douglas he go bathe. After awhile he came down walked to my hse. He played xbox i go bathe. Bathe finished le used com awhile den went ehub meet waichun. Den after that went ws played arcade spent like 30 dollars there den went back ehub bought tickets for imagine that and went in. Ns movie dam funny and cute hahas after that bused hm with waichun. Saturday nth much kena flu from that stupid waichun didnt have any mood to go out. Sunday went for swim lessons den after that had makeup lessons den went hm. Den went father's fren the hse there discuss on the holiday thing den after that went hm. Thats for today byebye.

I noe you have given up on me and stop caring for me already. But I still love you as always trying to get back our relationship like last time D;

Not gonna post today no mood x/3

Hihi today had exams 1st was geography. It was dam hard just hope i can pass the paper and i will be dam happy le. After that had recess den math paper 2. It was still okay for me but the 1st part quite hard. The teacher invigilating us was 1 fat indian teacher lah. Den he got 1 big tummy den when he walked pass us syahir dam bastard lah he ask he 6 months pregnant issit den we laugh until stomach pain sia. Den after the paper while he collecting he cough oso dam funny so syahir oso copy him cough. Everybody laugh sia den lucas oso go copy. When he come to syahir he dun want take his paper cos he noe he disturbing him. Den i oso dunno why he nvr collect wenjie's paper sia. But lucky in the end he collect. After school went to bus stop wait for joanne. Den i sit on the bus she standing den she keep complaining the prcs students dam irritating. Den she say she need go back keep clothes or something like that so she went hm 1st. Went wenjie's hse get idea for art den went to bus stop meet joanne. Bused to my hse den use com and play. Joanne say she hungry so i cook noodles for her eat. Played awhile more den she went hm le :( monday got art exam sia den i still haven start yet wth lah hope can pass all my subjects to go same class as joanne next year. Lucky next year not taking art so mum said art fail oso nvm hahas.

Joanne break her promise to her dumbpig :( she promise dumbpig that she will pei him de but den she go out wif her frens and until nw still not hm. Dumbpig very dan xin joanne later something happen how. Today whole day nvr tok to joanne leh dumbpig miss her like siao lah but den she dun care her dumbpig. Dumbpig hope joanne can spend more time wif him T.T

Hihi sorry for not posting for the past few days. Nw lets start wif saturday. Had 2 tuitions den after that used com tok to joanne and thats all. Sunday had training den around 2.30 went to meet joanne den go under 1 block study. After awhile waichun came den studied math and science. Around 4 den ryan came. Pranked waichun dam fun lah. He took it so dam seriously sia. Ryan go lend his phone den after that change the num to my num. Den ryan purposely ask me go send the msg to her but actually it was my phone. He dam angry sia den we keep playing wif him sia. Den after that bused to ws den he finally noe. Lol funny sia. Thats all for yesterday and about today. Today had school ms tok nvr come so this old man came and relief. Wanted to play taidi but that fucking teacher keep telling us to keep den finally he confiscate wtf lah. Den had english den math. After recess was geo that old man come again but this time better cos at least can use phone but still cannot play cards. After that had science got back our marks got 4/25 wtf lah that dam thing is freaking hard sia. Dun even understand a thing. After that had mt did a mock exam den when to meet waichun and douglas den walked to bus stop. Waichun want go back so nobody pei douglas. I go meet joanne. She ask me take bus she walk to my hse den halfway suddenly rain. Lucky bus come so i take den joanne call me say she under 1 block dunno how to go. So make me go find her. Raining like siao sia den we everything wet. Lol joanne like so pissed off cos her shoe all wet le. Wanted to wait under 230 but den i just tell her to go lah lend her my unbrella den i run to the block den walked to my hse. Reached le played and do some stuffs den after that pei her go bus stop wait for bus and den went hm after that. Had a fun day wif her hahas.


ps: My blog no song nw cos mixpod the playlist got prob tmr den put song.

Hihi today school was boring after school went to bus stop. Actually want joanne pei me but she dun wan :( den me waichun and douglas actually wan go wenjie's hse but he confirm lock us out so we decided not to go. So me waichun douglas and dx took bus go ws go eat mac. After eating venus and beverley came den they no space study so ask us faster eat den she give us 20 dollars. Me and douglas faster clear everything den let them sit. Waichun so suay want clear the things the chilli drop on his bag den we laugh until like siao sia wtf lah. Me and douglas clear everything le den we faster take the 20 dollars we split den we faster pangseh dx and waichun. Actually the money for us split wan den we faster pangseh them hahas. Went back hm after that and used com tok to joanne. Joanne choo zi xia you better not return me the money or i next time bu li ni le ah.



ps: i noe frens 1st for you and den when you have frens you will not care bout me anymore. I noe i lost but im still willing to wait for you. Just nw wat i wanted to say was my life will not be complete without you kay you are the most important person in my life i really dun want to lose you T.T

Hihi today had english paper 1 and mt paper 1 both kinda hard but still can manage hahas. After school wanted to find joanne but cant find her so went douglas hse play billard. Fun sia i think i improve alot hahas. Played for like 1 hour den went hm le. Actually wanted joanne to come my hse but scared grandmother at hm so dun wan. Haizz tmr dad's at hm so hope can pei joanne. Dun feel like going back hm sia want to spend more time wif her :( joanne if tmr you no need go hm so early can pei me or not??? Plssss seriously dun feel like going hm when dad's at hm thats all for today byes.